i loved you once, you know?
you were out of your mind like me.
but now my friend, i only want
to go where you can't see.
because you're slowly killing me.

you said you'd do it,
and i believed it.
i hid away for days.
i could never let you see my fear.
so behind my eyes it stays.

i need a gun. you'll disappear.
and i can move on with my own.
if you want me to go, your problem is solved.
i don't want to be dead, just alone.